i managed to survive 7 weeks of NS already! 10 weeks left!! of course, sometimes i wonder why i didnt train to pass my napfa last year. but then again, going to PTP really isnt a bad thing. xD i'd probably say my section is one of tonnes of drama. with the sharp fall in numbers.. and the attitude problems and the ego problems and you-know-what nights etc. probably every section will have it. but i guess none will have it so broadcasted.
sometimes it really feels like im playing survivor. like. we form alliances. we vote people out. and the living circle. with all sorts of weird and different kind of people and mindsets which we may or may not agree with. or may or may not have met before. but we have no choice but to just learn to live with it.
anyway, just a random note. i think i've gone crazy coz i'm actually startiung to like OTOT with kangaroo! OMG! i hope he doesnt change his treatment towards us when the new guy comes in... =S
ok, enough of NS.
CONGRATS TO NC'ELD for their GOLD WITH HONOURS achievement in the 2011 SYF! really proud of these juniors, who've been through so much pain and have delivered. this (for my sec 4s) will definitely be a great ending to their drama chapter, and one that will be imprinted deeply in them.
somehow, the thought of drama never fails to make me emotional. whenever i go back, i'll most probably leave worried. either for the whole drama and their progress. or just those few whom i treat as more than just drama juniors. either way, i will get emotional. even now, the thought of them having stepped down yesterday. it actually implies that yes, i have seen all my junior batches through their 4 years in ELD. and yes, i will no longer ba a familiar face in drama anymore. i mean, so what if i go back? no one will remember me anyway. i'll be just another stranger to the little ones. =X but oh well, i'm glad to have been able to serve 7 years in ELD. (: ~ ELDDS. you will be missed. greatly. i love you! <3
