feelings of unease now. tomorrow will be posting day. tomorrow we'll know where we'll be posted to. for one, i know i wont be posted to SCS or OCS. but that actually makes things worse, for i'm only hearing infantry and guards intake so far. and probably MP and RP. frankly, i'm scared. i'm worried. (adrian just made it better coz i know RP taking in 400 from our batch! =P)
went out with estelle and chekseen today. and yes, once again confirmed the fact that me and estelle were probably twins. coz she's like the female sebast while i'm the male estelle. the way we speak. we think. we percieve. we act. basically in multiple (if not all) aspects. for one, we fear change. didnt exactly admit to it initialy. but i guess jiahao was right, my dislike for change is actually a cover for my fear for change. =X anws, still awaiting for chekseen to post up the great nature-themed photographs we've taken. for the 1st time in idk how long, i did proning again today. just to take some photos. dont know what the hell happened to me. gone crazy perhaps. LOL!
then back to NCHS. helping out with the stampers this year. apparently, i still think our china-themed ones were the best. but seems like now they want it to be not-so-obiang. saw ms joseph's GWS project last yr. frankly, doesnt look deserving. oh well. whatever. i believe she still find ours the best. after so many years of participating. hahas. helped with their mounting. or rather, QC-ing their mounting. not bad i'd say. hahas. hope somehow, someone will find my stamps soon! ><
and since i'm here, shall update about my past few days too! went out for our long overdued icecream turned yogurt date on tues with MC and ms hazel. hahas. NICE! let's have more next time. probably at udders nxt time? hahas. thanks and sorry ms hazel for being late and for specially still coming to meet us despite not feeling very well. =X before tt went back to NY, saw ms sequeira and ms theresia. had a nice chat with them! sorry ms theresia, had to leave halfway. was late for our meeting with ms hazel. will plan a timing with u nxt time! xD
yst went for nihon mura with stampers (without sihui coz she cnt make it. sad. =() quite fun ba. rushed to hougang plaza before jiayi decided hougang plaza was too far away from her WWW. so went to ehub instead. lol. no la. that wasnt the reason. LOL. the eclairs were good! =P
hoping to meet up with the little ones tmr. but sadly all of them falling ill. hope i'll still be able to meet them tmr though. they actually dont look that sick when i saw them today. anyways, heard quite abit about them. how they're being torn apart by blaming each other. chiding each other. faulting each other. so much like the days when jelvin had to step in to solve the me+ly and wz+jy conflict. i hope i can be the mediator if they really need one. but i hope even more that this is just yet another one of their childish quarrels. really pained me to her what's going on in between them now. =S hope everything turns out fine. ><
