Saturday, August 20, 2011
boring and lonely nights keeps my mind running. any-o-how. not to the extent of running wild. but running around.
randomly talking to james on fb, asking him about CCNA. apparently everyone is studying. but really, i got no mood. no drive. perhaps the environment in SI has made me see tests as nothing to worry about. not just because the tests are mostly quite logical, which requires little studying and learning. but also because, there'll just be re-tests if you fail to meet the requirements. so far, have been doing not too badly. clearing tests in the first try. hopefully its gna be the same for the CCNA one. but really, i have no idea how i'll do. i dont wana study, dont know what to study, but from the trial paper last week, i dont think i'll do that badly. =X urgh, whatever. will take it as it comes.
anyway, stupid posting is spoiling my weekend now. soooo unable to keep my mind off, after so much talks going around camp. i cant help but believe the words to some extent, coz it really makes sense and it does seem logical. ahhhh! im just keeping my fingers crossed. those butterflies are just flying round round round and round my stomach. but since things are likely to be true, i guess i should start prep-talking myself first. or was that what he was trying to do yst? hmm...
urgh. now im lost again. =X so luan.. anyways tenacity grouping should seriously have been done by sergeant. this self-grouping is making things bad.. =X its gna spoil the relations, or should i say, relations are going to change.. its the first time im feeling this way, not knowing which group to join. it was always the case of me going to the group that needs people, but for now, its groups vying for me. hmm.. an honour indeed. but not exactly a good position to be in. raghhhhhhh! this is sooo terrible!
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